Doubt, Disorientation, and Death in the Plague Time

Abstract

An account of an experience with contracting an illness that may well have been Covid-19 gives rise to reflections on doubt and on the art of dying well. The upshot: our mortality remains a fundamentally disorienting condition of our existence. If there's any wisdom to be had concerning our deaths, it likely lies in the direction of accepting their deranging character, rather than in searching for the philosophical insight that will reconcile us to our fate.